It is 4:47 am
I am sitting at the window seat of a coffee shop
I am eavesdropping on the conversations of the other lost souls
I know why I am here at 4:48 am
But I am wondering why they are here
What are their stories of loss and discovery?
Do they too have no place else to go?
It is 4:52 am and I am watching a bus drive by
It is full of people with some where to be
Or do they?
Perhaps like me they have no place to be
But they prefer motion
While I prefer to reflect in the stillness
It is 4:58 am
And I feel relieved
A few hours ago we finally ended it
Whatever it was
It had a long lingering death
Sitting here in the stillness
I realise that I was repeating patterns
It was not "her" that I want
It was the idea of "her"
But I don't need "her"
All I need is me
It is 5:23 am
And I am happy
I see my reflection in the window
It is 5:24 am
And my half smile is mine again
All mine
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Is it possible to be a slacker with OCD? It seems Lesley is case study to find out.
About Me
- Lesley McMillan
- Interests: knitting, quilting, gardening and trying to be a good person.
Recently Completed Projects
- Mish Mash quilt
- Cardigan Sweater for Mom
- Messenger Bag for Allison
- Baby quilt for Nette
- Twist Sweater Vest for myself
- Twist Sweater Vest for Trish
Projects In Progress
- Morning Garden quilt
- Patchwork placemats
- Cat Nip Toy for Calle
Projects Waiting
- Christmas Gifts--cannot give more details...
- Pinwheel Quilt -- have fabric
Wish List
- Batting for Morning Glory Quilt
- Dexter Season 2
- Text books for Term 2
- Laptop Battery
- The Wire Season 5
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